philosophical musings on a cold, rainy texas day
it's hard to be made to pay for one's mistakes. and still go on to feel guilty. and worthless. hey, we all have our dirty little secrets. and we all have to find a way to look them in the eye and not be scared. it just sucks when they're not dirty or little anymore and suddenly you're just wishing you hadn't been so honest. so frank. it hurts coming clean, although it's part of our flawed human condition, i suppose.
i'm just commenting on the darker side of being trapped in a human form. and wishing forgiveness came a little easier. redemption is hard to come by these days for some of us. yowza.
there are a few of you with raised eyebrows. don't email or call me later. it's not what you are thinking. i'm making observations, that is all. it's uncanny how the weather is a reflection of my mood today.
