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the last couple days have been intense. in fact, more intense than i can remember in a very long time. it's like a volcano has errupted, the same one i used to dream about when i lived in itasca. i used to could see it.... spewing up and out of the middle of my street. the culmination of hard work, amazing heights of joy, and the instantaneous smack of pettiness, indecision, and fear.
this too shall pass. it won't last forever. if i seem distant and can't hold a conversation together in the next day or so, please forgive me and know i'll snap on out of it once everything gets resolved. i just feel really sucked in the middle right now and the volcano's got my brain on hold with involved scenarios and my wild imagination. the wheels are just spinning in place. ack.
i sure could use a batch of chocolate chip cookies fresh of the oven right about now.
