the list grows daily
it grows daily. and when i go to write it all down, the more pages it takes up. so much so, that when paul excitedly said at the breakfast table today, "hey! i know what you should do!" my heart went all a-flutter and i excitedly said "what?!" "no, not you, eva...."
humphgh, and i thought he would solve all my problems for me. like there was a fairy he was gonna' tell me i could hire to come in, sweep up, and take care of it all.
all this means is that today i'm inspired to do little more than mundane tasks like sweep, mop, mow, dust, clean things. i used to chide myself and figure i was only doing these tasks to procrastinate. and sometimes it's true, i am procrastinating, but this is bigger. much bigger. i need to mow in the middle of the day in august so i'll sweat. and think. and sweat some more. till it's purged and i can shower and then proceed in a clean, orderly fashion. with a semi-clear head. list in hand.
