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first entry

so this is my first entry into something that is potentialy read by, gosh, whomever.... uncharted territory for me. usually this type-thing (for me anyway) is reserved for personal rants or explitives, never to be seen by human eyes. (or something like that.) whatever. point is, this may morph into something i don't want it to or something quite unexpected. don't know yet.

had a good night tonight. magnolia reception went well. several friends and friends of friends showed in my support. always nice. the art looked good. i felt ok. went out afters for an experience at tom-tom noodle house. so-so. then art bar for a new exhibit opening tonight. again, so-so. then off to cosmo's for an ENLIGHTENING discussion about art with my friend alex. my question is, "so because it is there for me, should i pursue it?" he thinks no, not necessarily, some things are just not worth pursuing. but what regrets will i have when i'm 85 that i didn't try to photograph something that was in my head when i was 28? something to think about.

i have a high school reunion in a week that i am not really freaking out about, but viewing with a wee bit of trepidation. i didn't really hang out with but about 5 people in high school. everyone else was much older. am i driving by car for 6 hours to see 5 people or driving by car 6 hours to show-off? either way, what am i thinking? it all works out.

Saturday, June 05, 2004 @ 12:33 AM | comments > 0